So it's taken me a while but it's time
I finally put my thoughts about my first Ironman down on paper, or on
keyboard I guess. The overall word that I can use to describe the
weekend was calm. For some reason, I wasn't anxious about what I was
about to do. I just went through the motions of everything I had to
get done prior to the race. Even during the race itself I felt pretty
calm. We had check in on Friday, a practice swim on Saturday along
with a short bike/run, packing our transition and special needs bags
(ok I might have been a bit stressed about this because there's
really no second chance with packing the bags), dropping the bikes
and bags off, and figuring out the logistics of race day. I guess
since we were so busy doing all of that, I didn't have time to freak
out about what the day was going to bring.
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| Pre-Race Pic! Ready to Rock! |
Race morning came and went quick. It
was busy with trying to get calories in, get to the race site, get
the bikes loaded with food and drinks, get bodymarked, hit the
bathrooms (holy heck they should have had more of these!), get
wetsuited up, and get ready to jump in. My dad and I were both
stressing big time at this point. It just felt like there wasn't
enough time to get it all done. But we did and soon enough we were
being corralled over to jump in and get in position to start. Luckily
we found my sister, Anna, and she got a pre-race pic of us.
Apparently we both looked scared! A quick hug and good luck and it
was time to split up and hopefully catch up to each other later in
the race.
The Swim:
Goal: 1:15 Race Time: 1:12:37
I walked down the stairs and wasted no time jumping in. I knew there were 2000 people behind me waiting to do the same thing. The water wasn't too cold. I had definitely swam in much colder water many times at Lake Natoma. I knew I wanted a position towards the front of the pack. I figured it was better to be swam over than to have to swim over too many people since the visibility was pretty poor in the water. On my way there, a guy kicked me in the leg. He turned and said sorry. I told him I was sure it was going to happen a few more times that morning! I got myself up to the front in time to hear the National Anthem sung. I can't even describe the way I felt floating there among over 2500 people knowing we we had all been in this journey together over the past year and that we were going to all experience the same day. I was surprised at how emotional I felt thinking about how the entire past year had come down to this. Mike Reilly got everyone pumped up and all of a sudden I heard the cannon go off. Off we went!
The swim was nothing short of madness.
It didn't take long to realize that this was going to be much rougher
than I anticipated. It was a fight the whole way through. I was very
quickly grateful for the close contact swim practice that Coach Jen
had done with me a few months prior. If I didn't have experience with
someone basically swimming on top of me, I would have had a panic
attack. For most of the swim, I had people getting tangled in my
arms, trying to push me out of my position, and ending up right in
front of me. It took a lot of maneuvering and a lot of mental work to
keep myself calm. For a long stretch, I had a girl swimming on my
right side. She kept trying to get right on top of me and was getting
too close for comfort. I finally got so fed up that I forced her to
swim right up on someone's feet. She was gone after that.
My biggest problem was that it was so
choppy because of all the people in the water. I kept taking in tons
of water. If I wasn't swallowing it when I tried to get a breathe, it
was going down my nose. I had to stop a couple of times just to catch
my breathe. Then all I could think about was how the race official
was telling us on Friday night about how your lungs can fill with
water causing you to have seizures and all sorts of other problems.
Great. I'm a good swimmer but I'm about to drown because I'm
swallowing so much water. Seriously, these are the thoughts going
through my head. How do I know if I swallowed too much water? How do
I know if I need to stop? I started to burp a lot after the
turnaround and figured that must be a good sign. Or my lungs were
just making room for more water. Either way I'm going to keep
swimming.
The only time I actually got some
swimming space was just before the turnaround and just before the end
of the swim. Otherwise it was bunched up the entire time. Once I got
close to the bridges and I could see the stairs to get out, I got
excited. I didn't know how long I had been swimming, but I knew it
was 2.4 miles and it was almost over. I put my head down and got in
to the stairs. I could see there was a volunteer at the bottom
waiting to pull people up. But I pulled myself up on the stairs and
stood up. I was not prepared for how uneasy I would be standing up! I
had to grab the railing to steady myself. Luckily there was another
volunteer right there who helped me get to the top and unzipped my
wetsuit for me. I caught a glimpe of the race clock and saw my time
was 1:12! I was stoked! I was hoping for 1:15 or better and I nailed
it! I immediately started to work on pulling off my caps and pull the
top half of my wetsuit off. Then I ran down the line of wetsuit
strippers to get to one farther down. In hindsight, I probably should
have picked a bigger guy instead of a small girl but she was the one
I picked. Lucky her. I threw myself on the ground and she yanked the
wetsuit off pretty quick. I grabbed it and got to running. I was only
wearing a swimsuit so I was feeling a bit exposed but didn't feel any
cold. I ran down the chute with tons of people cheering us on. I
tried to pay attention to them and smile. It was pretty exciting. I
ran down the line where my transition bag was, grabbed it, and ran
off to the tents. A volunteer was right there when I came in to help
me. I grabbed a seat and literally had no idea what to do. The
volunteer started to empty my bag and asked me what I needed. I told
her I had to change. That was kinda obvious but I was clearly not
thinking straight. She started pulling my clothes out and helped me
get my bra and tri top on. I kinda glanced around the room and saw
that every girl in there was literally being dressed by these amazing
volunteers. My voly (this is what I'm going to call them) handed me a
pb&j sandwich from my bag and I tried to get a few bites down. I
got the rest of my clothes and gear on. She packed my wetsuit back in
the bag and I was on my way. From there, I ran out into the bike
area. The volys directed me to keep running down to my section. I was
towards the end so I ran down, found my bike, and headed out. I had
to walk because my cleats didn't have any grip and I did not need to
be falling down. It was a short walk to where we mounted our bikes
then started pedalling down a chute of cheering people. I can't
explain how awesome you feel when people are cheering for you and
they don't even know you. I know from experience how much energy it
takes to be a spectator but it truly does mean the world to the
athletes. I caught a glimpse of my family on my way out and that got
me excited. I was hoping they were excited after watching the swim
start. I knew it would be a long day for them.
The Bike:
Goal: 7:00 Race Time: 7:00:03
The bike was 3 loops. It started in town at the Ironman village area, headed out with a few turns, then took a good stretch out on the Beeline highway. I really didn't know what to expect from the bike. My goals were to not get a flat tire and to keep my fueling on track. I immediately started to get some water in me since I hadn't had any in almost 2 hours (if you don't count what lakewater I drank). The course was marked well with cones all over the place and volys at every turn warning us to slow down before the turns. I tried to make sure I thanked them as I passed. Once I got on the Beeline, I was happy that I was keeping a really good pace. The race marshals were making their presence known and at one point they pulled up right next to me so I had to make a pass I had started to doubt I should make. But if you start a pass and back down, you can get a penalty so I had to go for it. Not long after that, another motorcycle pulled up and it was a guy with a camera. He said he was going to ask me some questions. He asked some stuff about what made me want to do the race and how I was feeling. I'm not sure if I really said anything worthwhile, but they did take that video and put me in the IMAZ race day video talking about how it will be cool to be able to always say that I'm an Ironman! Pretty cool! And it was a nice distraction. It made me think about the big picture and not focus so much on how long I was about to spend on my bike.
Then I got to the little incline I knew
was coming. My speed slowed quick a bit more than I had hoped but I
kept plugging away. I hit the turnaround and was happy to speed up to
20+mph and notice we had a tailwind on the way back to town. I tried
to take full advantage of it. But on that stretch back to town, I
also started to have some pain on my right side. I had already been
feeling like I wanted to throw up but now this was actual pain. I
couldn't take a deep breathe and kinda started to freak out. I was
trying to figure out what side my appendix was on because I thought
that maybe it had burst. Or maybe the water from the lake really had
filled up my lungs. I had no idea. Your mind goes to crazy places out there. I even debated whether I should
stop at an aid station to talk to a medic. But after I hit the
turnaround back in town to start my second lap, it subsided and I
forgot about it. I think seeing my family helped with that. I was
about 10 minutes ahead of schedule so they weren't ready for me yet!
The next 2 laps were fairly
uneventful. I was drinking frequently, taking salt tablets, and felt
pretty good the whole time. I stopped at special needs and took a
little break to eat my pb&j sandwich and get off the saddle. I
also had to stop a few times at the aid stations to refill my
bottles. The volunteers at the aid stations were amazing. Tons of
energy and there to do anything you needed. I was never dying on the
bike. I got a little uncomfortable a few times but never in any pain
and never felt like I couldn't keep going. I attribute that to
staying on top of my nutrition for once. The wind did pick up a bit
and the last lap got a bit lonelier as less athletes were on the
course. I kept tabs on where my dad was during the bike. Our
expectation was that he would catch me by the third loop and finish
ahead of me. But he was about a half hour behind me the whole time
and wasn't making up time. By the third loop, I knew that he wasn't
going to catch me and that I now had to make the decision that I had
gladly hoped to leave up to him. I was going to have to decide
whether to do the run on my own or wait for him so we could run
together.
The last stretch into town was just a
fun time. I enjoyed it and paid attention to all the spectators who
were still out there cheering us on. I came into the home stretch,
handed my bike off to a volunteer. Another volunteer was ready with
my transition bag and I headed into the tent to get changed once
again. I took my time in transition, as did a few other women in
there. I think we were thankful for a short break. I ate my pb&j
sandwich (I swear these were key to having a good day), got changed,
hit the bathrooms, and tried to do the math on how much time was
between my dad and I and how we could catch up to each other. I
definitely could not do any math so I just headed out to start my
run.
The Run:
Goal: As long as it takes to finish
under 17 hours; Race Time: 6:31:53
| How far back do you think he is? Should I run? Should I walk? |



































